Sunday, September 16, 2012

what i wanted to say>

okay disaat ini hari minggu siang yang membosankan, disaat asya tidur siang dengan botol susu ditangan, me vina amalia malah nge'blog. fufufufu yep'

okay minggu siang ini 3pertanyaan yg dr tanggal 3 september kemarin masih ada di otak, udah gue suruh pergi tapi 3 pertanyaan ini masihh aja suka jalan-jalan di otak. gue suka sayang suka banget suka aja atau cuma ga enak? dua, kenapa masih sakit setiap liat si ayam-,-, last kenapa viina ragu-ragu kenapa ya gabisa jelasin kenapa vinanya ragu' padahal dia baiiiik banget baik banget loh seriusan.

pernah bingung deh mau bilang sayang' eh enggak keluar keluar tuh kata, cuma bisa di ujung lidah dan di langit langit mulut aja, gapernah kedengeran indeed ga bisa mengeluarkannya. kenapa ya kenapa? kenapa gue suka sama dia deh?? kenapa gue terima?? kenapa dia pacar gue?? kenapa gue suka ya?? dari 3 pertanyaaan tadi, muncul pertanyaaan pertanyaan yang lain. duh my no face harusnya lo bantuin gue dong menyelesaikan ini semua TT,,TT

okah, best regards deh. oh iya my no face kemarin ulang tahun, maaf ya pacarnya si viina ini suka jahat same no face :))

Friday, August 31, 2012

Problem solved !

well my problem solved by this quotes. lovely.....

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to


I think I'm officially in love with him, elephant. Tell me what I'm supposed to do??!! :"(

Need to talk!

like now,i'm sick like seriously sick, i do not attend school today. well in this SICK time like i have to talk talk talk!! i really need to talk ... i just want to talk about this, like i don't know what i wanna say but really' never felt this way but just please' ....

in this stage, like im talking wiff my self like for hour? this is superrr okay i admit i always talk wiff my self, but this time its different. point is too much, like my hearts gonna explode, its already full of my asdfghjkl stories, like i really need a species' a homo sapiens species to talk to' 

first' since there's a homo sapiens that i knew is busyy i know every people now like superr duperr busy wif anything school life, well people busy all the time i knew it, so im gonna said everything here. here well there's a song which really match with this is "secrets by one republic" like tell me what you wanna hear! i'm gonna give all my secrets away. 

okay schools no need to talk, like i said it is supeerr busy. well yeahh tell me student who isn't busy right now?! there any' then if them aren't busy then they are not student. from a to z from 1 to infinity i have a lot lot of things i have to do, so leave it here. 

okay friends, this is the super risky problem i have. truth i have so manyyyyyy super kind friends which i really love and i do do do doooooo hope they love me too. thing is because the school part' is the one wh become the problem! like helaaaw i need to talk but they have exam and we don't have a time to talk about this, like when its break i need to pray duha time, then my friends in different class already did that and then they go to canteen. then the break time is finish! i swearr wanna cry. we used to talk before the bell ring' we used to eat together, we used to pray together, like i don't have anyone to blame?? i miss i miss it. 

then elephant, okay i give in i let my hearts open' then its the same story again??? well i do hope not. tell me eleph' how possibly i already open i give it chance but then you left, tell me telll meeee~~~~ is it a crime for me to leave you too, first you're stranger then you become my friend then i like you like this much!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i do hope you like me too. but if you not then its okayy. then i have to let this feeling let it floww~~ dint know for how long just its okay for me to like you' stupid cute elephant .

okay family, truth this is the first time i never talk anything wiff my family, it doesnt mean that i didn't want to, its like i know they are tired and i know it. and i just didn't want to be a burden for them. like my mom taking care of asya all the time, when i arrived at home my mom slept next to him like i wanna talk but she's tired and things just not work out, perhaps i have to understand it, like its part of the growing up things i didn't like :") and my sistaaahh same but this what i already talk with you dearrr blog' since she already have familyy i want to talk when my she came home from work sometimes she had a ten minute break time before sleep, i can use that time to  talk to her but since she's tired it becomes a fuzzy bublbl talk not heart to heart mind to mind talks... and like i said perhaps i should understand this. 

and that is what i want to talk. i cry already, but it isn't change anything. But sometimes crying is the answer. 
But frommmmm this asdfghhjkl stories do not forget to smile, because i do believe no matter how hard SMILE is the best medicine! *hugs*

Wednesday, August 22, 2012


Saat dimana onew masih di hati atau si gajah yang tiba-tiba muncul masuk ke hati??

Onew semua berawal dari hello baby, my boy the one who makes me happy the most when I'm sad. the one who makes my bad mood go away. his smile  can light up my world anytime. he is everything for me.  even everyone think I'm a crazy fan girl. well i know he is such a superstar. I do know he even don't know me, but i like him i like everything about him. I'll ignore everything, I do everything for him. well i care about him, i mean he is just like my imagination friend, not boyfriend because I've told him everything. but until that elephant come to my life, everything change.  I like that elephant, he is cute. everything in him just makes me laugh. I love to laugh. so the point is now, onew has a rival, which is that cute elephant ! 

Monday, August 20, 2012

my my my cousin!!

Lahir 6 Februari 2012! Cute as Me, Lovely as Me hahaha :p. His Name is MAHAJANA AHMAD ASYA PERDANA 
one of my mood booster and mood killer at home. One of beautiful color that appear in my life. He is cute of course like me hahaham. well he love to eat! i mean for a baby his appetite is unbelievable. it's super duper amazing. Another funny fact of my asyooong is he love korean! anything korean :p

Well i don't have anything to say, just see this pic. Warning! cuteness overload!!

Friday, June 15, 2012

i hate it!

Kamu tau ga?, vina itu paling gasuka loh dibohongin. Mungkin semua orang juga gasuka banget di bohongin iya lah siapa yg suka -,-. Kalo bohong bercanda i mean for fun is okay. Tp lebih dr itu ga suka banget.

Rasanya itu sakit banget loh, kalo tau orang yang kita kenal apalagi kita sayang bohong sama kita. Lebih ke kecewa aja. Kenapa harus bohong? Kenapa ga bilang?.

Satu hal lagi jangan ya bohong sama orang yg bener-bener bisa nyakitin orang itu atau buat kecewa mereka. Karena vina tau rasanya ga enak dan dampaknya itu bisa tetep membekas loh. Bisa kan orang yg dibohongon will not trust not only you but other people whom she/he knows. Dan susah lih untuk hilangin luka itu, apalagi biar bisa percaya lagi sama orang-orang disekitar..

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Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Today Quotes

Happiness is a decision. You Are as happy as you decide to be.

So everyone let's decide to be happy !!! Cheers Vina!

Monday, June 11, 2012

what a song!

Ramona & Beezus
well do you know a movie called "Ramona and Beezus "? well i like that movie its about trust your feeling, do what you wanna do, and don't let your dreams fade away! keep believe that your dreams will come true.  And from that movie, there is a songs called "A Place in this world" by Taylor Swift. I really like the lyrics, its somehow reminds me of myself :) Hope you like it.

"A Place In This World"

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok


Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
Oh I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world

Oh I'm just a girl
Oh I'm just a girl, oh, oh,
Oh I'm just a girl


I'm Yoona SNSD! & I'm Gorgeous!

She is older than me, but she has such an angelic face, how could tae yon onni be this pretty??
Yoona my favorite photo. she is definitely gorgeous, even with a simple hair :) love her so much! 

Okay posting kali ini akan sedikit mmm aneh. I know, I love Yoona SNSD so much! I love her smile, her voice even her face because she is so pretty and cute. Such a lovely girl. well my favorite from snsd are Yoona and Taeyon. I love Them both. i wish i can see them lively, perhaps many girls don't really like them because they are so pretty (well sometime i hate them too, since they were like liking my forever boyfriend onew❤) and talented. But what so ever with people, i like their style ! these are my collection from many sites hehe:D I do not own the picture ya'

Is it?

today england vs france! what a show in euro league right?. too bad i can't watch it since tv is in the living room. and I'm sleeping @ my room not my mom's room. well since I'm too bored and already take a long nap this noon, i can't go to sleep -.- i really hate this, and  btw I'm feeling so hungry hiks don't have any food left in the kitchen.

okay, i'll shared my story. today i learn something special, something important, i have a question.
is it enough for you to have so many people like you just because you try to please them? or do you like it to be? for me i still don't have a courage to tell what i really want to tell, this is still my little problem but i'll try to solve this, well being kind to people is a must for me, but being too kind to people or trying to please them while you're not happy with it. its a big No.

Because some people just won't remember what u give to them, if u doing it just try to please them. Trust me no matter how kind u are, you're not going to be one of their best friend. but if you really kind i mean its really from your bottom of heart, It doesn't matter will they remember ur kindness or not? since you did it sincerely right. So, for people who trying to please everyone. please don't make ur heart cry, its like killing your feeling/heart by your own hands, i know its hard for the first time. But in the end it will be okay, since people will respect you more! :D

Sunday, April 15, 2012


Hai blog ku tercinta yg udh gatau gue terakhir post kapan. Btw gue udh kelas 2sma loh semester 3 akhir whew* .
Well kalau ternyata post terakhir gue adalah pas kelas satu. Ini short review kehidupan gue kelas 2!!
First. Gue anak ipa 3 which is known as Alga Biru aka Alam 3 biang rusuh. Kelas ini isinya dijit yg dr X5 banyak dr X4 dan X3. Wali kelas gue namanya bu ibra she is very very generous person. She's a religion teacher. Well why i say she is a generous person coz once a month at least she will bring box of risol and give it to us for Free!!!
And i already have a study tour. 34 2013 goes to bali and jogja. Such a wonderful time but sad @first. Too complicated if i told u now.

Then im already graduated @lia course wohoooo so excited"  but my english still bad. I even forgot to spell bicycle.  shit-¨-
Last my driver resigned last month. Well hope its the best thing for him. And now my new driver is my ex driver's brother.
And what i mostly think about is i'm aging. I am sad of that fact. The fact that i will graduate from high school soon. The fact that i have my own id card.  and etc  i feel soooooo galau"!!!!!!

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