Crazy Love

Suka banget sama lagu ini, crazy love by Mindy Gledhill. Btw, Happy Holiday semua hihi telah melewati modul muskuloskeletal doakan lulus dengan nilai yang baik ya:) amiiin!

Nobody knows that I am a secret spy
I follow you home, careful to walk behind you
I climb up your tree and hide in the leaves
To keep you from seeing who I am 

Call me obsessed, but I need to know your name
Your age, your address and where in the world you came from
It’s silly to think that I’m on the brink
Of falling right off my rocker 

Oh, I want to know
All about your mom and your favorite song
And why you hypnotize me
Well, I tell you what
I’m the definition of obsessive-compulsive, crazy love 

Late after dark, your light is on upstairs
And I watch you dance as if you were Fred Astaire
A little finesse, a sparkly dress
And I could be Ginger Rogers 

Oh, I want to know
All the books you read and your favorite sweets
And why you hypnotize me
Well, I tell you what
I’m the definition of obsessive-compulsive, crazy 

La, la, la I’m like a firefly
La, la, la in the evening sky
I’m all aglow whenever I see you walking by 

Oh, I want to know
If you ever plan to hold my hand
And why you hypnotize me
Well, I tell you what
I’m the definition of
Obsessive-compulsive crazy love

Source : Azlyrics

kosan!

yip! today mau kasih lihat my kostan. ya belum banyak sih fotonya' tapi udah ada nih my study corner, walaupun gue jarang belajar di meja tapi fotonya lagi bagus banget wkwkwk. foto lainnya menyusul ya' maaf banget nge-blog lagi pake hp nich>.<

Quote of the day!

See Nobody's perfect.

I have nothing to do~

I have nothing to do   salah banget duh males banget ngerjain tutorial mecahin kasus, gatau kenapa hari ini kesepian banget. Rasanya ada yang aneh aja, merasa kegeeran teruuusss, gapunnya niat buat buka logbook terus ngerjain learning issue. Kemarin gue ikut oprec kaya rohis gitu terus gue takut keterima terus gue takut ga aktif, terus takut keteteran nilainya :" Semoga ya gue ga diterima.

Bingung banget mau ngapain' tadi siang gue bobo siang, udah gitu sekarang laper bosyeen gitu. terus gue sebel bete tapi gatau kenapa ;( Hari ini gue praktikum anatomi tentang cranium sama basis cranium, banyak banget loh tulang namanya di kepala tuh' bahasa latin tapi insya allah kalo belajar pasti bisa^^. Semangat!

Terus gue suka banget tampilan blog gue, more simple, more pure gitu more mature. Btw i have loved shinee for over than 5 years loh! Lama ya? kangen banget liat mereka langsung, sedih karna kegiatan mereka banyak yang di jepang. Kangen lihat mereka variety show, oh iya mereka baru menang Mnet artist of the year! dan mereka sedih banget soalnya ga sangka bakalan menang, secara mereka promos-nya sebentar udah gitu nowadays EXO lagi hits banget kan? congrats ya buat oppa oppa aku yang selalu ada di hatiku~

Winning speech- semua nangis :"(

Ini Everybody Lagu paling baru! nice dance banget!

The Heirs

Yay Finally satu drama korea yang buat auk kehabisan napas~ 
Judulnya The heirs/ The Inheritors/그무게를 견뎌라 - 상속자들, 왕관을 쓰려는자

Okay ini List Pemain-nya sodara sodara!!

Ini Alur ceritanya

nah, ini sebenernya ceritanya dangkal banget, lee min ho itu kaya banget nah si park shin hye ini anak pembantu, mereka suka udah gitu aja' dan ditambah bumbu bumbu kaaya ada orang ke-3 ke-4 gitu. Tapiiii yaa ini tuh chemistry-nya dapet banget! duh! gue kan streaming ya dikosan internetnya bagus banget' nah gue senyum sendirian gitu! parahh wajib banget nonton deh!

Btw gue jatuh cinta sama yang jahat alias kim woo bin aka Choi young Do! Best part-nya ini kemarin suka banget sama scene ini!

College

Hi semua!

Gue udah keluar dari sman 34 loh wkwkw. btw enough for high school life. Sekarang gue lanjut kuliah in the process makin' my dream come true! gue ambil fk di trisakti. yep! trisakti karna negrinya ga diteriima di fk :"  sedih? iyalah~ 

Ok di fk sini gue ngekost gitu di belakang kampus nama kawasannya itu tawakal, hidup kost tuh ya yaampun sedih banget. Tiap makan sendiri, sholat sendiri ga ada yang ingetin, tiap detik rasanya mau pulang, tiap malem keigetan nyokap dirumah. Uang? wah berharga banget. Sadar lah rasanya kuliah vina mahal, jadi makin beranjak dewasa deh. Rasanya segamau gue jadi orang dewaasa, gue harus dewasa. Terus di kuliah ini susah gitu tiap detik takut galulus modul, jadi sistem di gue itu tiap 2minggu gue ujian, ujian tengah modul sama ujian akhir modul. Doain ya gue lulus terus dan dapet nilai yang baik. Hmm makin kesini makin suka banget kangen sama orang rumah, kangen nyokap itu udah tiap detik deh walau setiap minggu gue pulang ke depok, kangen asya banget yang umurnya udah mau 2tahun, kangen kaka abang gue! duh kangen banget. 

Iya nih di fk sini temenya luas banget, banyak banget yang dari daerah. sumpah dari sabang sampe merauke ada semua loh! bersyukur deh bisa kuliah sesuai cita-cita semoga ini emang udah jalan ya buat gue yang terbaik dari allah swt! oh iya btw gue berhijab loh, walau sebenernya kadang masih males kalo jalan suka ga pake kerudung, but at least i try! semoga aja gue jadi lebih baik dalam menata hati dan sebagainya:) Okay. Satu lagi gue sama nichol putus' ya sebenernya ga mau putus, tapi gimana bingung sih' semoga ini juga yang terbaik ya buat gue sama dia. Udah deh itu aja, duh kemampuan gue dalam menulis jelek banget--" 

graduated'

yay finally says lulus loh' akhirnya ya? 

3 tahun di sma banyak yang dipelajari dikenal diketahui, ketemu different range of people, from geek to freak' even from angel to devil hehe. Seneng? iya soalnya udah lulus tapi masih dag dig dug buat kuliah. sedih? banget, i just don't want to grow up' belum siap rasanya buat kuliah, buat kerja, bust ketemu yang namanya real life. Dan mungkin gue belum kuat buat ninggalin my comfort zone. egois? iya kok tau gue egois, tapi mau egois atau enggak waktu tetap berjalan, gue tetep harus ketemu real life.  guru gue bilang "ga ada temen loh di dunia kerja, temen cuma kamu temuin di sekolah" well i do believe her. hiks sedih ya ninggalin semua rutinitas, berpencar ria sama temen-temen karna beda universitas pasti. tapi yakin deh gue bisa kok, walau berat secara otak kita cuma butuh 3 hari buat adaptasi. tapi tapii vinanya kangen sma :'( ini lebih sulit dari smp secara kuliah kan beda ga ada yang ngatur :( 

what i wanted to say>

okay disaat ini hari minggu siang yang membosankan, disaat asya tidur siang dengan botol susu ditangan, me vina amalia malah nge'blog. fufufufu yep'

okay minggu siang ini 3pertanyaan yg dr tanggal 3 september kemarin masih ada di otak, udah gue suruh pergi tapi 3 pertanyaan ini masihh aja suka jalan-jalan di otak. gue suka sayang suka banget suka aja atau cuma ga enak? dua, kenapa masih sakit setiap liat si ayam-,-, last kenapa viina ragu-ragu kenapa ya gabisa jelasin kenapa vinanya ragu' padahal dia baiiiik banget baik banget loh seriusan.

pernah bingung deh mau bilang sayang' eh enggak keluar keluar tuh kata, cuma bisa di ujung lidah dan di langit langit mulut aja, gapernah kedengeran indeed ga bisa mengeluarkannya. kenapa ya kenapa? kenapa gue suka sama dia deh?? kenapa gue terima?? kenapa dia pacar gue?? kenapa gue suka ya?? dari 3 pertanyaaan tadi, muncul pertanyaaan pertanyaan yang lain. duh my no face harusnya lo bantuin gue dong menyelesaikan ini semua TT,,TT

okah, best regards deh. oh iya my no face kemarin ulang tahun, maaf ya pacarnya si viina ini suka jahat same no face :))

Problem solved !

well my problem solved by this quotes. lovely.....

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to

Announcement!

I think I'm officially in love with him, elephant. Tell me what I'm supposed to do??!! :"(

Need to talk!

like now,i'm sick like seriously sick, i do not attend school today. well in this SICK time like i have to talk talk talk!! i really need to talk ... i just want to talk about this, like i don't know what i wanna say but really' never felt this way but just please' ....

in this stage, like im talking wiff my self like for hour? this is superrr okay i admit i always talk wiff my self, but this time its different. point is too much, like my hearts gonna explode, its already full of my asdfghjkl stories, like i really need a species' a homo sapiens species to talk to' 

first' since there's a homo sapiens that i knew is busyy i know every people now like superr duperr busy wif anything school life, well people busy all the time i knew it, so im gonna said everything here. here well there's a song which really match with this is "secrets by one republic" like tell me what you wanna hear! i'm gonna give all my secrets away. 

okay schools no need to talk, like i said it is supeerr busy. well yeahh tell me student who isn't busy right now?! there any' then if them aren't busy then they are not student. from a to z from 1 to infinity i have a lot lot of things i have to do, so leave it here. 

okay friends, this is the super risky problem i have. truth i have so manyyyyyy super kind friends which i really love and i do do do doooooo hope they love me too. thing is because the school part' is the one wh become the problem! like helaaaw i need to talk but they have exam and we don't have a time to talk about this, like when its break i need to pray duha time, then my friends in different class already did that and then they go to canteen. then the break time is finish! i swearr wanna cry. we used to talk before the bell ring' we used to eat together, we used to pray together, like i don't have anyone to blame?? i miss i miss it. 

then elephant, okay i give in i let my hearts open' then its the same story again??? well i do hope not. tell me eleph' how possibly i already open i give it chance but then you left, tell me telll meeee~~~~ is it a crime for me to leave you too, first you're stranger then you become my friend then i like you like this much!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i do hope you like me too. but if you not then its okayy. then i have to let this feeling let it floww~~ dint know for how long just its okay for me to like you' stupid cute elephant .

okay family, truth this is the first time i never talk anything wiff my family, it doesnt mean that i didn't want to, its like i know they are tired and i know it. and i just didn't want to be a burden for them. like my mom taking care of asya all the time, when i arrived at home my mom slept next to him like i wanna talk but she's tired and things just not work out, perhaps i have to understand it, like its part of the growing up things i didn't like :") and my sistaaahh same but this what i already talk with you dearrr blog' since she already have familyy i want to talk when my she came home from work sometimes she had a ten minute break time before sleep, i can use that time to  talk to her but since she's tired it becomes a fuzzy bublbl talk not heart to heart mind to mind talks... and like i said perhaps i should understand this. 

and that is what i want to talk. i cry already, but it isn't change anything. But sometimes crying is the answer. 

But frommmmm this asdfghhjkl stories do not forget to smile, because i do believe no matter how hard SMILE is the best medicine! *hugs*