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gak tau kenapa setiap mau nulis blog, gak pernah tau mau kasih judul apa'. oya mau cerita tentang hidup diriku yang menurut gue cukup datar, gak seheboh cerita Cinta cenat cenut SMASH *i hate them :P *. well well. my lovely sister already got married last month ago. Gue sayang bangettt sama kaka gue dua duan'a yang cewek sama yang cowok. i wish for happiness for both of them.

After my sis' got married, hidup gue berubah 360derajat, wkwkw mungkin lebay menurut kalian, tp bener dr biasanya gue tidur selalu ada yang nemenin di samping beside my mom. terus biasanya ada yang dengerin segudang cerita gue, sekarang ga ada lagi di rumah. Dia punya rumah sendiri, rumahnya deket rumah nenek gue. which is really near from my house actually. I do really miss her. everything about her, biasanya gue nungguin dia pulang dr kantor, soalnya kantor dia kayak neraka sih, kalo lembur pulangnya malem. gue nunggu sambil belajar atau sambil nonton castle/bones, our favorite tv series.

Kalo dia udah pulang dia cerita gitu tentang harinya, gue juga cerita ttg sekolah atau ttg shinee heheh. trus gue nunggu dia mandi, nonton tv trus tidur deh. dia biasanya gue suruh tidur ditengah dan gue dipojok :p. eh tp sekarang udah enggak deh, dia gak pulang ke rumah sini lagi. Ini sebenernya bikin gue stress kangen banget, lovesickness deh kak'.

Kangen the way she wants to hug and kiss me, which i really hate but i miss it right now. kangen gue ngebodohin dia, aduh vinaaa kangeeen banget sama ka riri. waktu dia nikah aja gue nangis ga rela :P hehe. Biasanya juga ya kalo dia lembur suka bawa NU Green tea for me ~so sweet~. Dia juga salah satu orang yang palinggg banget dukung gue kalo lagi down tentang pelajaran sekolah. I miss you , you are the best sister i ever had. Kangen biasanya dia suka beliin gue apapun, dan biasanya kita ke poins square dan gue bikin dia bankrut, tp dia ga pernah marah.

Kalau papa pulang, sekarang vina tidur sendiri kak' ga ada lagi yang bisa disuruh" ga ada lagi deh yang tiap malem harus pina tunggu, ga ada lagi yang bawain NU Green tea, ga ada temen buat nonton bones atau castle dan Glee. ga ada lagi yang cerita tentang kantor yg jengkelin, ga ada lagi deh yang selalu nemeni vina even ke Pensi . Kak i miss you so much, i even don't know how to even put it in a single words. You are so kind and really nice for me. Hope for happiness for your new family . Please i'm begging sering-sering kerumah ya :). I really Love you everything about you ~please jangan nge'FLY pas baca ini~~ :D. Mama sama vina kangen banget sama ka riri ♥♥.

Dedicated for my beloved sister

with all my love

Bella Notte

I really like this song so much thanks to Glee :D . Feels so romantic even i don't have boyfriend, when i heard this song its just like i'm walking with my Prince Charming ~~Girls Imagination~~ :D ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Bella Notte

Oh this is the night

it's a beautiful night
and we call it bella notte
look at the skies

they have stars in their eyes
on this lovely bella notte
side by side with your loved one
you will find the enchantment here

the night will weave its magic spell
when the one you love is near, oh

This is the night
and the heavens all rise
on this lovely bella notte

Nice Song for all of us, for couple or single.

Beautiful lyrics with beautiful harmony.

make it perfect ♥♥

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hi :)

its been a long time, i haven't write anything since ~don't know for sure but i believe its been really long time. knowing that i don't have much followers in this blog, so i believe none of you were missing me :P . like the purpose of this blog is to express what i feel, i think, even what i believe. I really don't have much things that i wanna write rite now, but there's something that have been annoying me for long time. ENGLISH

Like you already now, i really am in love with korea, the music, language, culture, people specially my beloved SHINee which is really amazing group ever. but i becoming to obsess with it. its really bad for my english, coz what i heard is an asian group sing some weird language which is fascinating, i heard them sing everyday. i don't really enjoy any kind of western music now. i still listen and update it but its just not the same when i used to update it long time ago. i became forget how to spell well its not that bad i mean, for some reason I'm not sure how to spell english and write it, I'm just not confident like i used to. it just makes me desperate.

so, how am i supposed to do? even I'm surely believe that my grammar is totally a MESS. i just don't wanna lose ENGLISH but i don't wanna lose my hobby too.

Twitter's Diary

Don't want to waste my time to say hi . so i came here in the midnight because this felling just bothering me. Well there always be a conflict in our world. of course well I'm having one now. But i don't think this will be easy ... well i just don't have anything to say . I already said on twitter . i get dizzy easily lately . I'm stress , friends, school but not love . ...

Totally confused about what happened. Coz' of that I'm thinking seriously where are my friend now ?.

And that thoughts come, they are in my heart. Even though that I felt well I feel not close enough with my friend or I felt like ..

"di nomor 2kan" but I'm just believe like I said in my blog they won't forget me and they will stay beside me no matter what ..

Just throw out that crazy and bad thought 'bout not having any friens,this is just the way to make our bond more and more special and strong

Just thinking my way makes me better.I don't want hurt my self to think negatively about them. Coz it just make me sad and felt like a loner

And do you know how sad become a loner'. Doesn't have friend to tell, doesn't have friend to cry this thought makes you hurt isn't ??

That's why just think please just thinking positively !! Think that they ain't have time, this is high school many schedules and examines ..

So,I know that they're thinking about me too.I know they're my friens and they're good,care,and,helpful.One of my precious thing in my world

Well why wake up in the midnight like this makes you feel galau?. Now It's true that many people feel anxious in the midnight ..

Having this conversation makes my head dizzy, tears come out, and that memories flash back on my mind . I hate wake up in the midnight !!

Dedicated For My Best Friend :D

Hi guys . heheeee

Oye gua dah keterima di SMAN 34 haha dengan peringkat 268 (*_*). gue mau cerita ttg sekolah baru, temen baru dan bagaimana kelanjutan cerita gue dan teman seangkatan dan seperjuangan pas di SMP 131 (hikss I already miss u gals ~_~). Okay Begin nih !

okeh jadi gue rangkum aja ya, mm temen gua (precious banget dia *ge-er pasti deh mereka). well Nindy Fairiska yang 3tahun sekelas sama gua, gila bareng" hehhe dia dapet di SMAN 38, disana ada juga Amanda Amilia yang kelas 8-6 sekelas sama gua (wish u never forget me), trus ada Vina Wida Aldina Pakpahan pasangan maut Duo Vina di 91 (kata temen" haha pernah ada masalah sama dia, well udah selesai dan berakhir manis kok :'). Okeh Lanjut Nah Temen gila gilaaan gua yang ini, beda sendiri nyangkut di SMAN 6 Bulungan yaitu Anindya Pusparatri, terakhir kali ketemu di Promosi Eskul 131 Rabu kemaren. Dia punya sepatu yang sama ama gua *-_-* hahaha.

Nah yang namanya Kurnia Cahya Putra *my secret Admire* wuakakak bercanda* . Dia masuk SMAN 97 bersama teman"kyu yang lain. . Banyak deh anak satas yang ke sekolah dia. Trus Lutfi Alif Putra dia di SMAN 49. Ketua dari Otoy Lovers ini faktanya gak pernah suka dipanggil "OTOY". haha don't know why?? . Banyak yang masuk ke 49 ada Yulia Ayu Paramitha, Tio Mahardika dan Dwi Putti Andina :D termasuk si Lovely friend "MR. Botak aka Baskara Dito hehe". Trus salah satu anggota Otoy Lovers lainnya terjebak di SMK 8 (apa 6 yak gua bingung) yaitu Purwo Yulianto yang abis aja ultaaahhh *Happy Birthday Dude*.

I have to confess that its not easy for me to not see or being with them all the time, like in Junior High School. But I have to move on. I swear i really hate this moment like now. Now We have to go to separate ways . The Thing that i always keep it Linger in My Mind that I won't Forget Them, and I believe *pleaseee* that they won't forget me either. Even they will forget me, doesn't matter 'couse i have a little piece Precious memory that we made together in 131 Junior High School. I think thats enough for me. Well guys when you read this I hope our Special Bonds that we have never will cuts by anything . Please Keep In Touch !!

Dedicated for My Best Friend In 131 Junior High School , South Jakarta .

Ihh kok cepet banget sihh !

eh eh eh gue udah di daftarin nich !

Wee webnya ganti loh gak PPbdki lagi sekarang pake web yang dulu yang psb-dki.com . Wah lebih cepet bagus deh . kenapa gak dari kemaren aja sih kayak gini . gue udah masuk tau udah masuk datanyuaaa di Internet.

TAPiiiiiiiii gilaaaaa cepet banget peringkat gua turunn heheehheheh . Sekarang aja udah 236 dari 46 wkwkw . Hidup yak! . well sekarang sih gua cuma berdoa buat yang terbaik doank. kalo gak masuk sma 34 yaudah gak aapa toh masih ada sma 38 ya gak ??

Dah gua cuma mau Lapor ini aja deh . Wish me Luck yapp !!

wah kayaknya Diknas harus Intropeksi dehh !

well gua udah males deh mau komen yang Bashing Bashing (kasar), sekarang cuma mau bilang aja sama Diknas DKI yah . Kok pendaftaran SMA jadi kayak gini gak malu ya sama JABAR yang sekarang udah selesai tinggal masuk tanggal 12 juli.

Pendaftaran yang udeh gua lakuin sia" aja tuh. gimana sih kita ngulang lagi . Kayaknya tahun kemarin gak kayak gini deh. well Kita bukan percobaan kalau mau kasih penyuluhan tuh jangan pas beneran kayak gini. Sekaarang kan jadinya masuk sekolah di undur , Penjadwalan ulang. Sangat membuang buang waktu deh. Udah gitu pasti Biaya juga kan ?

I'm truly sad when i wrote this , but this is the truth of Indonesian Education. Mau gimana donk ?. Masalah Ariel sama luna di bahas terus, kok masalah kayak gini cuma dibahas sekali dua kali sih ? . iNi kan masalah Nasional !

Maaf banget deh nulis kayak gini tapi ini KENYATAAN !!

ppbdki apalah itu namanya ..

today was the sucks day in the first week of july !!

kalian kan tau gua udah lulus smp nah sekarang dalam pencarian mencari sekolah. Najisnya sistem sekarang nge'hang' muluuuuu udeh gitu sialannya lagi gua gak bisa buka situs. Nah sialnya buat gua, gua daftar 5 sekolah tapi yang ke input cuma 2 sekolah 34 sama 38. nah nyokap gua setereess dah udah ama gua dan kakak gua .

Gimana si ppdbdki servernya rusak mulu, bahkan temen gua ada yang belom dapet nomor bayangin hari terakhir pendaftaran . Sumpah ih membetekan . Yah gue sih berharap yang terbaik aja... Tapi buat Diknas tolong donk dikoreksi, satu hal lagi sebelum memberikan sesuatu yang baru di kasih pengarahan buat guru" sama panitia masa gua nanya jawabannya "GAk tau" ..

udeh deh daari pada ntar gua nge'Bashing" :P

posting Lagu deehh ..

"About You Now"

It was so easy that night,
Should have been strong, yeah I lied,
Nobody gets me like you,

I know everything changes,
All the cities and faces,
But I know how I feel about you,

Can we bring yesterday back around,
'Cus I know how I feel about you now,
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down,
But I know how I feel about you now

All that it takes one more chance,
Don't let our last kiss be our last,
Give me tonight and I'll show you

I know everything changes,
I don't care where it takes us,
'Cus I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around,
'Cus I know how I feel about you now,
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down,
But I know how I feel about you now

Not a day pass me by,
Not a day pass me by,
When I don't think about you,
And there's no moving on,
'Cus I know your the one,
And I can't be without you

Can we bring yesterday back around,
'Cus I know how I feel about you now,
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down,
But I know how I feel about you now

Can we bring yesterday back around,
'Cus I know how I feel about you now,
I was dumb, I was wrong, I let you down,
But I know how I feel about you now

But I know how I feel about you now

Yes I know how I feel about you now

thanks buat azlyrics.com

oya ini salah satu soundtrack dari wild child, scenenya sama percis kayak di foto. lagunya easy listening banget, jadi gak nyesel deh dengerin ini trus Addicted lagi .. :)

gua bukan percaya yang begituan loh

hah sebenernya gak ada ide buat posting anything that important , cuma pas gua liat blog archieve gua ada 13 post gimanna gitu hheheheh . Gua bukan gak suka angka 13 cuma , yaaa pengen nge'post aja deh *alasan* .

well cerita apa yak , oya tadi gua jalan" main badminton sama sepupu gua, well dia jago tapi gua lebih jago *sombong padahal ngambil cock myuluuuu* :P .

sekarang gua lagi dengerin lagunya Big Bang "LIES" . wah lagunya VERY ADDICTED bangeeeett !!. padahal tuh ini lagu release tahun 2005 . well I'm speechless !! . BINGUNG mau ngomong apa , yaudah aja deeeeeh :)

Dahhh *bye bye*

oh i feel bad !

oh iya kawan kawan kayaknya semenjak gua punya blog , gua gak pernah cerita tentang temen" guaa dehhh . huehehhe maafkan akyu ya kawan *bows*.

well gua mau cerita tentang smp gua dulu deh dari awal sampai akhir, ya mungkin ini akan sangaaaat panjang. okeh start ya .

Gini waktu sd gua di SDN Kukusan (pasti gak ada yang tau) trus gua disuruh guru buat ikut ter TAU *lupa kepanjangannya apa :P . Nah itu adalah test buat masuk smpn di jakarta secara sekolah gua di DEPOK, otomatis gua mesti pindah rayon. Awalnya sih cuma ikyut aja secara yang diterima di Jakarta cuma 10% *i'mnotoptimis . Dengan Nilai 7,5 gua berhasil diterima di 131 . tadinya sih gua mau masuk smp 2 atau mtsn 4, tapi gak tau kenapa gua pilihnya 131 (takdir -_-) .

Gua masuk hari pertama, sumpah menyedihkan dan ironis banget. gua gak punya temen bawaan dari sd. sedangkan tuh anak" yang lain pada bawa temen :((. Dengan semangat '45 gua memberanikan kenalan sama anak jakarta *huek yaitu Fanny , Ani , Karlina . well yang sampe sekarang masih deket sih cuma Fanny sama Ani tapi bukan berarti gua gak kenal ma Karlina. trus pas pembagian kelas gua terdampar di 71 -_- , ironisnya gua ngajak duduk fanny tapi dia udah duduk sama Ani . *karlina di 76* . So, tiba tiba eh gua diajak kenalan sama Nindy . akhirnya gua duduk ama dia.

~71~

di sini karena masih baru jadi yak gitu deh canggung - canggung gimana gitu. Disini gua ketemu temen yang enak enak banget bahkan sampe sekarang , tapi ada juga sih yang gak enak hueheh :P . Disini gua ketemu afifah *my lovely Friend* tapi pas naik ke kelas 9 dia pindah ke Banten :( *its really hard* well we still keep in touch . Trus ada banyak deh Anin , ayu , amel beuh banyak . Nindy adalah pembukaan gua duduk di 131 gua duduk sama dia :D *senangnya*. Trus anak cowoknya gokil" dehhh ada Kurnia , Dito botak *opps sekarang dia udah gak botak :P * , Purwo, Aries , Andri banyak deh . its really fun !!

~86~

I love this class so much , don't know why. Disini masih banyak anak 71 yang tadi gua sebutin, makin deh kita rame" . trus FYI dikelas ini ada anggota genk sekolah gua yang katanya sih ditakutin ama anak" angkatan gua ~nama genk di sensor~ namanya Puti. tadinya sih gua kira di seseraaaam yang gua bayangkan ,, nyatanya enggak anaknya asik, bisa diajak gilaaaaa , atau emang dasarnya udah gila kali ya hehehe. trus banyak orang baru yang keliatanya garing eh taunya seru abis kayak manda gua kira dia orangnya sangat serius, EH taunya Baweeeeeel abis :P tapi dia yang ngenalin komik ke gua :P. Apalagi wali kelasnya walaupun kalo nyindir pedeeees bangeet tapi dia baik , wah guru IPAnyaaa Bu devi loh *imagine the sweet memory* hihi , kelas 8 paling enak duduk diluar ngomongin Gosip . hehheheh

~91~

Honestly tadinya gua gak suka ada disini , abis kayaknya serem banget berada di sekeliling orang yang pinter" wow it's like you were in a lion cave. pertama sih anaknya masih canggyungg kaya 71 deh , tapi pas mulai pM gua udah seneng disini , myulai pada perhatian terhadap sesama . Gila Wali kelasnya Coy "kereeeeeen" . Disini gua ketemu temen lama di 71 kayak febri, hera, niken, faisal, ary dll , tapi yang baru lebih banyak lagi ada Vina wida "asiik suaranya baguuuuus banget" , Bella *she speaks english fluently* , Ichy *annoying well heheh but i miss him*, Tio well she fun :P . okeh deh kayaknya kellas 9 gak akan gua lupakan :)