besok wisuda.

besok wisuda vin, literally tanggal 21 may besok gue wisuda. Seneng? harusnya sih gue seneng ya secara temen-temen highschool udh pada wisuda juga. but but why? gue biasa aja. gue seneng wisuda cuma karena akan ketemu temen besok, kangen bgt cerita. 

Terus gue dengerin ipod gue yang lama dan semua kenangan-kenangan yang ada didalemnya. Satu alesan juga gue males dengerin lagu-lagu lama kecuali keputer sendiri di radio. Bagi gue every moment itu ada lagu-lagu tertentu, kaya kemarin gue ke bangkok ada lagu korea yang bener2 ngingetin gue sama rasa pas gue lagi di bangkok, atau my first shinee concert di spore. kangen semua moment2 seru dalam hidup gue, kenapa gue ngerasa dunia datar banget ya. kangen jalan2, kangen seru-seruan, kangen cabut mata kuliah, kangen deh sama vina dimasa itu.
Oh iya gue udah koas dan sekarang my first rotation is radiology, udah dua minggu gue PP Depok-Halim. Gue dapet radiologi di RSP AU dr. Esnawan. Koas itu apa ya? karna gue ga sama temen-temen gue yang biasanya ngerasa capek banget, haha padahal gue baru stase minor yang ga ada jaga malemnya. Gue kangen temen - temen, kangen banget. Dan perjalanan koas gue masih panjang haha, selalu mikir seneng bisa nolong orang, tapi gue pinginnya terus bareng temen-temen. 

kangen ngampus. kangen banget. 

oh iya wisuda gue cuma bertiga papa-mama aja, soalnya kaka2 gue gabisa dateng. kok gue sedih disitu, pas mereka wisuda padahal ada gue.. 

udah lah itu aja, ga penting banget nih post kali ini. lain kali ceritanya pas lagi ga menore deh ya, biar banyakan ceritanya. bye

tiny bit closer.

I'm graduating from college :) yes i just finished the entire process of becoming a bachelor. Even tough it still a long way to become a doctor. I feel a little bit closer to my dream. It feels unreal, time flies really fast, and just yesterday i was freshman and now a bachelor. The entire process is a journey i can't forget. the struggle to study when everyone were having fun, the struggle to keep your faith on feeling "is it what i wanted?" "do i really wanna become a doctor?" the depression of not getting enough sleep. The disappointment when i get bad score even-tough i study much or when i felt like i just wanna give up. I felt happy :)

I felt grateful for everything, i can study medicine which is my dream. I can met so many beautiful and happy people in college (re: bils, yur, ti, dan, dir, you, dev, li, mel, bit, tan, zy cik). I have so much people who support me through junior-school (re: bersepuluh) and my high-school sweetheart. And always my parents blessing countless night prayer they gave it too me, exceptional support emotionally and financially. I can thanked enough. And for the next stage which is hospital rotation stage , i wish i had the best experience in this stage.

Hi. 2016

Hi~ 

Yes seperti judulnya mau sharing tentang 2016-nya vina, pertama gue itu tipe yang organized dalam arti gue suka highlight moment yang menurut gue penting dalam perjalanan gue di dunia ini, makanya gue suka banget sama planner dan instagram. Mereka berdua penting buat gue, kaya sekarang gue ngerecall moment ya sambil liat planner yg udah dekil dan postingan instagram gue. 2016 itu apa ya? hmm..

Modul Capek yang buat bersyukur :)

Hi! mau cerita tentang modul baru yang diterapkan di fk usakti, baru banget dirasain sama angkatan 13 FK usakti, Modul Komprehensif namanya. Apasih modul kompre itu? menurut gue ya modul kompre itu modul yang sitemnya kaya kerja lapangan. Kenapa gue bilang kerja lapangan ya emang gitu kenyataannya kita ga belajar di kampus melainkan di daerah cengkareng khususnya RW13, modul ini lamanya lima minggu. di modul ini kita dibagi perkelompok besar, dan dalam kelompok besar ada 3 kelompok kecil. di masing-masing minggu kita dibagi dalam 3 aspek kedokteran yaitu kedokteran keluarga, geriatri dan kesehatan kerja. Setiap minggunya kita akan di rolling jadi semuanya dapet tiga bidang tadi. Untuk kedokteran keluarga dibagi lagi gitu obstetrik, anak, mata, kulit dll.

I'm Happier these days!

hello!

It's 10:22 pm and i'm on my period and also the big news SHINee has just drop the first teaser for their comeback! you should follow their instagram @shinee.1of1. I don't know why i feel a little bit homesick today i wanna cry and go home but i think it's because of my pms. Okay i wanna tell a little bit story of mine, i feel happier these day and i don't know why. Long time ago i feel like a loner like i never feel happiness like i'm trying to be happy like anyone else, but i guess if you push it too hard to become happy you actually don't feel it.

Happiness!

Hi everyone/-,-/

Seneng deh mau ngeblog lagi setelah sekian lama dan bahan blognya alhamdulillah kabar baik banget. Kemarin kemarin aku bahas tentang proposal dan sebagainya sekarang alhamdulillah, ujian proposal ku udah lulus, terus ujian soca (student oral case analysis) aku juga udah lulus. Bersyukur banget deh rasanya lega tp masih deg-degan juga sih karena masih ada dua ujian lagi buat bisa S.Ked. 

Doain ya semoga ujiannya selalu diberi kemudahan dan keberkahan dan lulus 1x putaran amin.

Fine on the outside'

okay guys i know it's been long time since i update. First of all sorry for not doing what i suppose to do, which is review of Ofra Miami Fever. Truth i really wanna do swatch my kathleen lips miami fever but it's gone like i don't know where i put it. Like hell i've been searching it for months but still no clue. It's like one of the best liquid lipstick for my lips like hell yes it match with both of my personality and lips. 

Then i have to face it the truth of finishing my thesis. I've been stressing over my thesis work like i've been rejected by my prof because my title was too mainstream. Like everything around me evolved so fast and i've been left behind. Now i have to work on my thesis like i'm so confused i don't even get it about how to do sampling and so on. I just wanna go back to when i was child. Like twenty one pilots stressed out song is the truth! I'm happy you know, i feel like future seems closer but then it get scarier. 

Then i have a personal issue in my house feeling like my parents so old and i'm sad about it. What have i done until now? I regret not travel around with my best friend, I feel like disappointed with everything. I think i haven't do much things in my college year. I never enjoy the moment and i regret it. When my friend around i feel lonely, like i missed being loved. Is it just me? or anyone feel it too. 

Well that's it. here it is the soundtrack for my feeling right now. Btw this like the soundtrack for "when marine was there". it's such a good anime its from ghibli. Recommend it !

Work with community, Together we develop! - ComDev Usakti-

hello there! I've been really busy this month, and couldn't update my blog. sadly! well too much activities yay and nay! i do feel tired but i feel happy! so i've been busy with this organisation from my campus that's call ComDev stands for Community Development. Well like the name ComDev is all about making a better change to a community, because my major is medical, we try to develop a better health in this community. Recently we held our main event which is charity (free check up and free medicine)! its held in some kind area near my campus. We have 100 coupons for people who need it, but then it become more than we expected it almost reach more than 150 people! 

It was such a tired day! my part was become an doctor assistant (doing anamnesis and writing recipe), but i had to handle the pharmacy(reading recipe and making it) too! wow great experience! I practice what I learned in school, and it was amazing. It feels different when you face your patient from different age, I saw case that i never been imagined. I saw a grandpa with a neurodermatitis, its a skin disease caused by anxiety or stress, it feels itch and the pattern is same like if you itch in your left thumb your right thumb will feel it too. Overall i'm glad that i have part of this activity!!

The Receptionist Team

Pharmacy!

#Vina's Story Time!

It is more shameful to distrust our friends than to be deceived by them.
― Confucius

just like young do and kim tan

Hi! just wanna share that the purpose of this blog is for me to tell so many stories that happen in my life, that's why my blog title used to duniaku, dunianya, dunia kita ( my world, their world, our world). Basically just wanna share others (re: strangers) about my feeling. But recently i love doing beauty review, at first i do it personally just wanna practice my english. But now i kinda fell into a beauty hole still learning though. Now i change my blog title since i think my old blog title didn't suit of the content in this blog, but still i wanna share my feeling and stories with you my lovely strangers. Cross my mind well i take this name from a song i think this suit this blog, since what i tell or write in here is all what cross my mind. Stories that linger in my mind, feeling that i never forget and of course so many beauty things that i wanna buy and review hihi. on this night i feel so blue, I'm not an expert when it comes to socialise, sometimes i can't handle situation, perhaps u may find me boring and kinda flat.I have so many good friends, but sometimes people misunderstand right?. I feel blue because of just a little thing happen, like right now. well i hope its just a little misunderstanding right? it can happen i know. i'm doing my best to comfort myself. in the past week i've come to a realisation that do i really have a good friend? is there anyone who will feel really sad when i'm not with them?. I do feel sad...

Here's song from the once - You're my best friend.